I never understood the expression of “love conquers all” maybe because I’ve never experienced that type of love or maybe when love presented its self I found a way to destroy it. Which in my opinion proves “love doesn’t conquer all” or my idea of what love is translate to me as a fairytale that doesn’t exist. My mind sAys “I want love” and “I am open to love” but the love I seek never comes from the ones I want it from. It is displayed from the men I have no interest in….

Either way, I’m not sure if I truly believe in love and highly doubt I will ever experience love and marriage….

But I’m open to the idea…

If you read this post, then you can see how confused the thought behind “love” is because the writer of this post (me) is totally confused…

The question remains; What is “love”???


Our Argument Tonight

I think the key to a successful marriage and relationship is being with your “opposite”. If you tend to be the aggressor then you need a significant other that is submissive and vice versa. What has lead me go this thought process is…..

Tonight my boyfriend and I 

engaged in a conversation over “Social Media’s influence on bullying” he said “no one should ever talk about another person” I wholeheartedly agreed with him and voiced that “these days being bullied is different then the 70s-90s and this is because of social media. Everyone is out to gain social popularity that they will use someone’s humility as their moment to shine via FB, YouTube and Vine, etc” 

The next thing I realized the conversation went from a “cordial” debate to “well you are….” “You say” and ” I tell you all of the time…”

Wait a damn minute….. How did this conversation turn to a “Juanita (me) is a bully” and my sarcasm is “rude, rash and harsh”. 

Since I am not submissive, I voiced my opinion and since he is not submissive, he voiced his got damn opinion…

And now the room is silent to the point… He did asked if  I would like a glass of wine. Since I replied “no” he gave me his typical “cool, I knew it” which translate (mentally) to “I know you have an attitude and so do I” yes, he has an attitude and (I know he does) because it is his turn to move in “Trivia Crack” and he has yet to make a move in our two current games  proves he’s being a petty ass and he’s mad…

Yes, he is currently playing “Trivia Crack” because I can hear it, I know he is bypassing me…. Secretly, I hope his petty ass bypasses for another day so I can obtain a easy win…..

This is “typical” for us… Two headed, strong minded,opinionated people who love each other overall but fight like cats n dogs…..

Since he’s not talking to me or making a move in “Trivia Crack” I plan to be petty and sleep on the couch…. LOL… 

The picture above represents is currently….except he is now playing xbox one…and I’m laying on the couch typing this…

I wouldn’t trade his ass in the world for no one… Well… Maybe….just kidding! Or am I?!