I never understood the expression of “love conquers all” maybe because I’ve never experienced that type of love or maybe when love presented its self I found a way to destroy it. Which in my opinion proves “love doesn’t conquer all” or my idea of what love is translate to me as a fairytale that doesn’t exist. My mind sAys “I want love” and “I am open to love” but the love I seek never comes from the ones I want it from. It is displayed from the men I have no interest in….
Either way, I’m not sure if I truly believe in love and highly doubt I will ever experience love and marriage….
But I’m open to the idea…
If you read this post, then you can see how confused the thought behind “love” is because the writer of this post (me) is totally confused…
My life is words is not to be frowned uponOr to be judged as I’m victimizing myself
My life in words is to speak on my journey I call life.
My life in words tell the story of things and situations I’ve been in
My story is not to sadden anyone or to make others feel sorry for me
My life in words is to give hope to those who walk in similar shoes
My life is words is to inspire me and to show me that I’ve survived so much and I’m still here
My life in words is to keep me from giving up on hope and life
These words are my therapy when I feel the urge to consider suicide.
My life in words are transcribed so when I finally get out of this black hole, I can reflect back on how I conquered the pain, the disappointments, the hurt, the failures and hopefully the success of my life….